my hope was so simple...

When I was too young to change my life, my hope was so simple. I wanted to be my son's good father. In my view, a good father was a strong man holding his own son's hands. I was not rich. I don't have money enough to buy a melodion used in the elementary school's lecture. I did not get good grade in musical instrument test because I was not able to play and practice my melodion. In my remember, a melodion is a sad thing that made me the saddest boy in my classroom. When I was upset because of this, My father said to me "Things, which you don't have today, are not originally useful to you." after long years, when I was married, he said to me "Sorry, Sorry, my son. I was too poor to help you to study free from money troubles." 
I cried with pain because I was able to feel the same pain he felt. My father is the best father in the world. He was not able to give me a lot of money, but He gave me the greatest love and, today, he makes my face smile in remembering my childhood. When I hold my son's hands, I hope that I have to be a good father as my father.

YU Ambrosius